I try to prove to you that I am who I am. But there I go again Opening my mouth and being myself. So you put me in my place, The bathroom to cry and empty inside. So now I don't speak, in fear of getting hurt. But you still find a way to show… Continue reading Ridicule
Dear diary, This started as a diary post, but then I realized I wanted this to be more than just a late night thought in my brain. Life is short. So they say. I don't know if life itself is short, or we make it short. Life is short when you're living a mediocre life… Continue reading Live
Warning: I get a little vulgar in this 🙂 I think I'm gonna start a new thing called: Don't let boys fuck you over and then try to validate their shitty behavior. I don't know about you guys, but I was raised on princess movies and I don't appreciate when people say that those things… Continue reading Fairytale
Dear diary, The only thing I know is that I want to be Happy. I don't know how to make that happen. I don't even know what Happy really means. I smile and laugh a lot. Am I Happy? I'm surrounded by great family and friends. Does that mean I should be Happy? I don't… Continue reading 12:15 AM
Sometimes we forget how lucky we are. When we feel sadness, we are consumed by it and we only look at what is making us so sad. But sometimes, we are lucky to be sad. We are lucky to have emotions and feelings. Being in college, I'm always saying bye to my friends who have… Continue reading Lucky to be sad.
Dear diary, I do not know how I feel right now. Anxious, sad, stressed maybe? I can't put my finger on it. I do not know why I feel like this or maybe I know and I just don't want to admit it to myself. Denial. Isn't that one of the stages of grief? What… Continue reading 7:53 PM
There's this funny thing about time. It's not like a car nor a rhyme. You can't back up. You can't make it up. You can try to erase. Pretend like theres no trace. Or you can just embrace, and accept it with grace. -A.M.